and not post spam and not be abusive in chat*

is that the correct way of saying that?

I'll tell you why.

Do you know how many times you have publicly brought up in the chat at the tables the fact that my alt received a ban, and called me a ban dodger? You go out of your way to argue with me. You bring up banning me all the time. All amongst a mixture of subtle (and sometimes more blatant) PGE type behavior at the tables.

I'm sitting there before the tournament, testing out creating some new chat buttons in the new okdice mod I got. I was trying out some 1 line ascii pictures at a table that had just finished or was just wrapping up.

The stupid marijuana joint text art wasn't spamming anyone. You seemed almost delighted that OOH there is a disallowed character and immediately you threaten to ban me if I ever dare type that again. You got me this time! Then you spend the next full 10 minutes arguing with me and harassing me about it, all the while letting me know how ready to ban me you are for all this accumulation of stuff that you don't like about me, both past and present.

You know what? Fine, I'll click the damn chat joint button. You've had the gun pointed at my head for months now. There, you've finally got your chance to pull the trigger. Who cares if it is actually spamming anyone or not?

Enough was enough. I was tired of being threatened of being harassed about being banned half the time I see you. Ohhh, *gasp*, I typed the joint in the chat again, even after you told me you'd ban me. You were so hungry to teach me a lesson and put me in my place, you seemed to relish the chance to have a technicality to ban me on. Fine then.

That's why I clicked the button a second time.

Of all the heinous, awful, terribly hurtful and hateful things I see said in the chat routinely, the thing that someone is actually getting banned for around here is a couple 1 line ascii arts of a middle finger and a joint? Wow. So be it.

I honestly don't get why you're playing the victim.

I've only ever warned you about your behaviour and you seem to take it as an affront that I seem to hate you.

Have you ever thought, ok maybe I have been harassing people a bit too much and I should lay off being abusive in chat? Rather than take it as personal attacks?

I don't recall mentioning anything about you ban evading or being an alt account at all when I was discussing your chat spam ascii, so there is at least one instance where I didn't 'constantly' bring it up.

and I do remember sticking up for you a couple times when you were getting berated, so it's not just all you.

I remember you actually thanked me once for not banning you and putting you in a corner the way jurgen did, or something like that.

I think you were arguing with greeen and you mentioned that jurgen gave her favoritism whereas I wasn't doing that because I was warning her to quit it.

Well, I guess we just see it differently.

I've said my peace.

So your objective was to get banned so you could complain about being victimized? That argument would only really work if you hadn't been warned and spent 10 minutes discussing it. It's just plain childish to poke the bee hive and then complain when you get stung.

The only point you proved is that you are thick. Surely there are bigger causes to fight for than this?

Again, THRILLHO, please stop. You are just continuing the trolling you do at the tables against me here on the forums. Now you have degenerated to name calling, as usual.

I didn't call you names at all, just saying this was a silly way to prove a silly point. You posted it on a public forum so be prepared for people to offer opinions contrary to yours. Alternatively send screenshots to Ryan / other mods.

You think I have a vendetta against you, but I don't. This is my last post, I'll let you guys argue amongst yourselves if you think I'm biased.

You clearly have a vendetta. Others have seen it in action at the tables many times. I think anyone who knows you even a little bit is very familiar with you and your vendettas.

To me, calling me "childish" and "thick" is name calling. That is my opinion. Thanks for not posting further.