All I have ever campaigned for was clarity and consistency.

I think transparency would be great. At the moment when you seek clarification on why you are in trouble and all you get is a line about how it was a communal decision, nothing personal. There is no right of reply, someone can just accuse you of something and then some secret conversation takes place and the first you hear of it is when you are banned. What kind of kangaroo court justice system is that?

Why is it unreasonable to seek clarification on the rules? The guidelines for the C word for example are ridiculously contradictory. It might as well just say the moderators will decide on the day if it is a bannable offence or not.

You might think I'm being petulant but I think it's valid feedback. It's not personal, it's just feedback on how I think you can improve your moderation.

I agreed with all the points you just made.

I can't change the past and erase the ban.

transparency (ok)
don't be personal (ok)
be more lenient with language (ok)
stop trolling people and act like 'mods' (whatever that means) (ok)

int, I'm going to start off by saying I'm sorry for the whole post I made about the C-word. I was honestly more upset with how you were treating me after you warned me than not being able to say it. I also don't think you are coming after me, at the time, I didn't believe you were actually offended by the C-word until I talked to jurgen about it.

In addition, I don't give a fuck if I can't play this game a few days or even again, kdice isn't a huge part of my life anymore. Sadly, it still irked me pretty badly by how I got banned.

I'm going to try to prove why I believe BDK banned me based on emotions.

First of all: I believe BDK didn't have time to discuss it with any other mods until after he banned me: (He may have talked with int before he banned me, I'm not positive)

2) After I truced him in a game, as soon as he got bigger than me he stabbed me and instead this is for everything you did to me in the past. I'd never help you. He then insulted me for the rest of the thing

--this doesn't prove much on this case but it does illustrate that he didn't give me a 'blank slate' like mods have done in the past

3) there are 2 recent forums of him insulting me and both times he left unsatisfied by not being able to get me mad and it was clear he always left mad.

--this shows that he is still, after stabbing me, still angry at me and trying to take that anger out via forum trolling and failed.

4) Before he banned me I played a game with his alt where he literally harassed me. I said nothing to him and he said I was a faggot multiple times (screen shots were taken cause even tho I don't get offended by the word i was put off because of how unwarranted it was and I'm not as hated as people assume.

--this proves that he was mad at me when the banning happened

5) He said that someone tipped him off that I was cheating but in reality the first game I played was with his alt so he lied about being tipped off and someone else taking screen shots, of other people took the screen shots they wouldnt all be hosted on the same shoddy website

--this doesn't prove that he hates me but it just shows how ready he is to lie

6) in addition to the lies he stated somewhere in this post that he actually was just going to ban 4. and then later decided to ban me after he thought I took advantage of 4.'s behaviors.

--If this was true, he wouldnt have banned me before the game was even over preventing me for getting my points from my game and ban 4. after the game. no communication with him either (and I believe he didn't wait for mods to give him an input)

7) he refuses to admit that procutter was trying to funnel me in game so I'd have enough points for the tournament, which was the biggest rule breaker that happened that entire morning.

--this proves that he was just focused on me and didn't want to ban procutter so he left it out of his screen shots.

8) In this forum post that I was complaiing on BDK stated

"On a side note, per your own typing: No I am not gay. No I did not blow jurgen. No I did not suck jurgen off to become a mod. No I did not pretend to be a chick. (since we seem to be talking about our personal relationship here). "

--This proves that not only was he mad when he banned me but he wanted to shove it in my face that i was wrong when I said he was only a mod cause he sucked up to jurgen. This is honestly a massive "Fuck you" and I don't know how mods can chalk this up to not being personal


In conclusion, yes I may have cheated in the past, but I told thraxle about everything I did long ago when he became a mod and even told him what I was doing so he can look out for it in me and others. I also told monte a ton of shit I did and he made a blog about it. So I don't believe my past cheating should be used as a ban

I won't be playing much anymore since I have a real job now. Life > kdice. Get one.

Oh btw Das (if you are reading this) I passed another part!

Oh and also this was just brought to my attention:

http://imgur.com/RxoBzyc,C3ZbiRA

A mod on an alt can use that type of language without any repercussions? If that was Thrillho, he would have received a warning or -chat. That is all.

Gurgi, you are simply bending too many facts to warrant any kind of dignified response. I'm not going to get into a spin session with you. You cheated, I caught you, I would ban anyone for doing the same thing. Don't take it personally.

Gaunt, we were buds, I didn't know you were this deep with Gurgi, or perhaps it is just an attack on mods in general (I know you and int don't see eye to eye). Also, the acct that said fag 2 times has been banned for good.

Happy rolling.

nothing I said was directed at you, only about you. I don't want to convince you about anything, just others that read this. I'm done with you bdk.

and just because you said I bent the facts doesn't mean I did. I didnt bend anything and everything I said was specific and true.

An example of calling someone out on bending facts:

You bended the facts of me playing by taking pictures of people asking me if i wanted 1st not not showing the part where I turned them down.

but now that i finished my breakfast

Gurgi, you are simply bending too many facts
- I don't believe you know what this means.

" to warrant any kind of dignified response."
- you never gave an actual response to anything I said, why do you think im expecting something different now? I do agree it's best you stop commenting though cause it youre not good at it.

"I'm not going to get into a spin session with you. "
The only reason it's a spin session is cause you keep forgetting things you said in the past and flopping over what you think based on the time of day

You cheated, I caught you, I would ban anyone for doing the same thing. Don't take it personally.

- I didn't cheat. It was an OTF grey line that you wanted to ban me for.

-it is personal when you let procutter off the hook for actually cheating


"Gaunt, we were buds, I didn't know you were this deep with Gurgi, "

- you offended him by saying faggot. it has nothing to do with me. and it was said more than 2 times just in the screen shots and i only screen shotted one part of the conversation. You went on and followed me from table to table harassing me.

So. many. lies. simply put.

Go ahead and try to out communicate me on this one. I'm not going to take the bait, Josh.

I hope everyone else that actually reads what you are saying knows how much you like to spin your "facts".

I honestly don't have the energy to engage how much of what you are saying is complete BS. I guess that is the first advantage of being a mod that I have appreciated so far.