This month is my birthday; and there is only one thing I would like for it. I would like a trophy; and if you need a reason it is this. I've been playing here almost three years and I try to play fair at alot of tables. Lately tho, I have seen that whatever I try explodes due to sometimes my behalf or others who don't give a rats a$$. If you have noticed tho, I am trying to chat alot more with people and thought I was doing good. If you look at my stats I have cashed two times this month in tournies and have tried playing bigger tables too. I do not know what I can do anymore; because it just kills me to see the same people always getting them. They take the fun out of the game for me. All my friends have one and to me I feel like I am a good player that doesnt have one. Have fun this month all and good luck, because I know I need it.